ahh...

the life of a pig...

layer up...

'cos its cold outside...

its almost christmas...

wrapping done...

christmas food bought...

stockings are hung...

eep...

so excited...

if you go down to the woods today...

your sure of a big surprise...

after my autumn amble...

to westonbirt arberitum...

i went back for the night glow...

or colour glow...

it was very busy...

but the colour was amazing...

something i hope to recreate...

or emulate...

wish i had a tripod though...

silly hana...

so back in october...

i signed up to...

the curiosity project...

where you gave your add...

and a blurb...

about yourself...

then the curiosity project...

gave you someone elses details...

and you have to create a box...

for that person...

so this is some of what i made...

a home sweet home cushion cover...

and a pom pom thing...

i gave them some xmas treats...

and some classic recipes...

as well as a good luck charm ring...

in return...

i received a lovely box...

wrapped in sheet music...

i got lots of fun things...

never before has the phrase...

good will to all men...

seemed so applicable...

generosity and love from strangers...

its the spirit of christmas...

these are some shots...

from a whos jack shoot...

where i assisted a very talented stylist...

called faye...

which was shot by...

a very clever man...

called alex...

it was alot of fun...

with leaves and mud...

smeared on the models...

its called decayed glamour...

and the whole shoot...

is in the new issue of whos jack...

go check it out...

i see you in my dreams...

and your still angry...

so i took myself to...

westonbirt arboretum...

for an autumn amble...

when i arrived...

the steward asked...

'if you want colour'...

this i thought...

was perfect...

i am on the hunt for colour...

i have been experimenting...

with colour diffusers on the flash...

and sunglasses as lens filters...

i think i am going to need...

a bigger flash...

now its odd for me...

to find somewhere new...

in bristol centre...

i thought i had covered every inch...

of my dear old city...

however i was wrong...

when i came across this...

a parking space...

round by christmas steps...

i just loved the colours...

doing lots of colour exploration tomorrow...

fingers crossed the weather...

stays dry for me...

not even my new onesie...

can put a smile on my face...

my posts are going to be sparse...

for a while...

as i am ill...

and busy...

a bad combination...

moody...

moody...

hana...

sorry...

the last sentence...

is a sentiment...

i have spoken before...

i am glad other people...

go through...

the same feelings...

as me...

love - and biscuits...

makes the world go round...

i am vibing red riding hood...

red vampy lips...

are going to be great...

when the nights get longer...

had to be sedated today...

to have my wisdom tooth out...

as i am petrified...

of dentists...

and there pointy instruments...

after my op...

and before i napped...

i took some photos...

of what i saw...

i hate hospitals...

are you ok...

some images from...

see no evil...

a massive graffiti...

exhibition/festival... 

amazing artists...

showcasing their talent...

in bristol city...

it well brightened up...

an otherwise dull city street...

i know i am biased...

but bristol...

really is...

the best city...

did i tell you...

that i loved you...

probably not enough...

more golden oldies...

this is the only picture...

i have seen...

of my dad in japan...

he taught english...

there...

in the seventies...

my uncle...

in his twenties...

forever the sun worshipper...

these are a few...

of the never ending amount...

of golden oldies...

i want to re-hash...

and bring to life...

you can see more...

on my facebook...

post festival blues...

and confusion...

wish i was going to bestival...

so i could dance around...

to my faves...

driving home...

to jo whiley on radio two...

i got inspired...

by her last three songs...

for the love that hurts...

for the love of an icon...

for the love of your child...

and...

the love of faith...

you...

stop...

my...

heart...

so i helped out with the...

bristol art show at centrespace...

it was lots of learning...

about how to put on and run...

an exhibition...

here it is almost finished...

and a finished piece...

hanging from the ceiling...

a binary brilliance...

shattered images...

taken in a toilet...

wearing my not so floral skirt...

i prefer floral to be not so...

flowery...

another moodboard...

for another festival...

this time its boomtown...

their is a dress up theme...

however its puzzling me...

as its towns people...

now that essentially...

is me...

as i live in a town...

and i find towns people...

rather boring...

so maybe i will...

just go with the flow...

im feeling aztec prints...

and flower crowns...

and wearing big 70s jumpsuits...

with wooly hats...

is it fate...

or coincidence...

i keep wondering...

about fate...

i met a boyfriend...

two months before i actually met him...

but neither of us remembered it...

however i have photographic evidence...

of the event...

though i didnt find the photo...

until a year in to...

the relationship...

so was our meeting...

meant to be...

did fate give us a second chance...

or were we just in the right place...

at the right time...

no need for words...

pictures and actions...

rule my world...